Its complete one year in my calendar as i say.I thought of writing about the happenings of 2010 ,but it can be done by others too and the year 2010 is very exciting year i have ever seen in my life.Lot of things happened in the year 2010 like scams,gold medals earned ,CWG,Sachin scored 50 test centuries,Bihar got Nitish as CM and what else ..... But these things every one knows.So i though of writing about myself in this post.
I personally lost one of my idol Rajiv dixit who was struggling to awaken the youth about swadeshi Moment.Our Media never covered about this.We lost so many people like Ashwath,Vishnuvardhan and many more. I broke so many friendships and made new friends too.Had compromised on so many matter's and was reluctant on some of the issues.I got engaged too in this span of time:).
As you know the post says retrospect,I was thinking where do i stop at the end of year ,i mean in terms of relation and in terms of materialism.Both things doesn't have limit. But in the terms of materialism ,i feel this is never ending.Because when i started my career in Bangalore i was struggling to lead a comfortable life ,thinking if i save 10 rupees today,then it may be useful for tomorrow.Now the situation is not so bad,but my priorities are changed .Now i am looking into to acquire something else.My point is here when this will end??
Relation,This is the one i never understand.People do ask my advice for particular things where i give them what i feel about that.But they never like it.Which leads to a fight and rift.There i end up breaking my relationship.I always make an effort to talk to them and make a new beginning but things will not be the same way,where i land up to stop talking to them.Here comes my question when we talk to others whether to speak to your heart or to your mind.I f i talk to the heart ,i always land up with only few friends who have the courage to take the truth.My biggest problem in my whole journey is i can't act and tell others that they are good in all the matters which i should do.
I think i have to make a new resolution for the year saying ,I should speak to my mind not to the heart.What do you say guys??
Appreciate your feedback's....
2 comments:
materials - we aquire today, we loose tomorrow means some other's tomorrow(in any form)
relations - this is cultivation, culturing aspect of life. this is part of expanding ourselves. This expands our heart by removing the barriers of our ego "I". During this cultivation there are setbacks. That should be considered as trivial aspect. "Loka Sneha" is one of the aspects of life which leads to renunciation. other two are "purusha prayatna" and "swaadhyaya".
Thank you for your valuable comment.I agree with materials but relations,the trivial aspect will be difficult to handle and every time it wont be trivial.where as loka sneha comes only with the sacrifice of our own interest.what do you say?
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